1st Christmas After Is A Blur But It Does Get Better by Carla Duff in Grief, Hope and Healing, Hope for Widows Foundation December 14, 2018June 19, 2020 That first Christmas after Jared died is a blur. It had only been 3 months. I was so numb. Walking around in a fog. But I was determined Steven would have a Merry Christmas. He deserved nothing less. I remember ... Read More