This is my diary that I have been writing to you since the day I left for new beginnings (two days after I found out you had passed away). You always said I should write a blog because people should hear what I have to say but because of my ADHD I never knew what I should write it about, I have so many hobbies and interests that chop and change on a daily basis..
So even though it's not about what I have to say about something I like, or my views on things, I now have something to write about and I still get to write to you.
Although I felt crazy, It was too painful to stop myself from messaging you.
I spoke to your mum, she still messages you too. She talks to you every day and so will I.
So this blog is about my day, my grief, my mental health, my hobbies, my music and more importantly... About you.
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Diary of a grieving Musician Week One This is my diary that I have been writing to you since the day I left for new beginnings [A Womans Refuge] (two days after I found out you had passed away). You ...