I am only in the beginning of my second year being a widow. The first year is all about the mountain of “firsts” that one has to get through, the obvious ones: first Christmas, Thanksgiving, every other holiday, birthdays, anniversaries. ...
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Love. As famous poet, Alfred Lord Tennyson once said, "Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all". In the past almost ten months, I have battled with this idea. I had felt love. Before ...
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I always knew I would be a widow.   When I decided to marry Jared, I knew that unless some unforeseen tragedy struck, I would someday be a widow.  I knew because of his cystic fibrosis, CF, I would most ...
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  Morning thoughts I woke up this morning and stretched my hand to the other side of the bed to only feel the mattress instead of you.  And so the day begins again with the heartache of realizing you are ...
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