I have struggled to write for some time now. I do not know why really, because every time that I do, it feels like I have exhaled. I makes me feel ok. Writing makes me feel like he hears me, ...
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First of all. I'm not quoting Frozen, although it is on at my house pretty much every day:)  Grief. What an ugly, stupid word and frankly, I’m getting tired of it. Tired of thinking about it. Tired of it being ...
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10/9/2017 Hubs, Everyone returned to their normal routines today... Everyone except Ian and I. We don't really know what our new normal is. In ways, today was truly the first day of the rest of our lives without you. I ...
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     Widow. The word sounds dark. I googled the word. The official definition is “a woman who has lost her husband to death and has not remarried.”  I am remarried so why did this title or empty feeling not ...
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